Monday, June 14, 2010

SUMMER RETREAT – A Time to Live the Prayer of the Lamb
“Pray without ceasing.” 1 Thessalonians 5:17

July 5 – 9, 2010
Change of Location!
Emmanuel Episcopal Church
4400 86th Ave SE
Mercer Island

We will now be meeting at Emmanuel in the meditation room set amid flowering gardens and trees in a quiet neighborhood.
Full handicap accessibility.



Daily periods of group meditation,
scripture study and teaching,
with time for personal reflection.
Celebrations of the Supper of the Lamb
and generous spaces of silence.



We will meet daily 9:00 AM to 4:30 PM,
and share preparations for a simple lunch.

Each day will include five periods of silent meditation for a total of three hours, with an early morning meditation period optional.



Cost: Suggested donation $100
Scholarships available

Registration will be limited to 15.
Call 206-713-5321 or email PrayeroftheLamb1@mac.com with inquiries and to reserve a space.

Sermon Pentecost 3 Emmanuel, Mercer Island

Today we have some really terrific scripture readings
with really important spiritual teaching
and I would love to preach on everything there
but I will restrain myself reluctantly,
even though the feast is so rich.

But before we can get to that
I have to go to the one place in all these readings
that is most likely to hang us up,
the place that jars our sensibilities
and tends to sour our receptivity to all the rest.

It is the matter of the baby.

The words are hard to take.
Nathan tells David:
Now the LORD has put away your sin;
you shall not die.
Nevertheless…
the child … shall die.

One might well ask,
What kind of God is that who will let the adulterer and murderer off
but punish the innocent victim with death?

Let’s look at this first,
so that we can then be able to be with the rest of the lessons
and see the spiritual truth ready to be revealed to hearts open in faith.

Think for a moment about the situation and its political ramifications.
The king has played fast and loose with his royal power.
He has a faithful and trusted servant in his army general Uriah,
a man who is from outside the nation, a Hitite,
but who shows his loyalty by scrupulously following
the customs of the people among whom he has come to live.
Uriah shows his devotion to the king
by staying with his men in their encampment
instead of going home and sleeping with his wife
which would have given the king a covering for his adultery.

And so by his own uprightness Uriah dooms himself
and he sets things up for David to further sin
by deliberately causing his death in battle.
Uriah dies for his adopted country, a war hero, but needlessly.

Well, something like this can’t be kept a secret.
People can count.
Bathsheba produces a son for King David
in an amazingly short time after their marriage.
But no one is going to say anything about it around the king.

No one, that is, except Nathan, the prophet,
who risks his life to bring such a message to the king,
but it is essential to make the king, the Lord’s anointed, accountable,
for David’s sake and for the sake of the nation.

Adultery and murder at the heart of the government
is a travesty to the Covenant between God and the people.

And the great thing in this story is that David sees his sin and repents.

But, the wording of the passage tells us,
“the LORD struck the child that Uriah’s wife bore to David,
and it became very ill.”

The child dies.

It was actually a mercy that the child did die.
Think of it.
This son would always bear the burden of the events surrounding his birth.
His presence would be a continual reminder.
The culture and political climate into which he was born
would not tolerate that, and that is what killed him.
David would spend the days of the child’s illness
in prayer and fasting and weeping.
He saw the death coming and mourned.
And when the baby actually dies,
he gets up and washes his face and eats and resumes his work.

Yes, it is tremendously hard for a parent to lose a child.
That is the worst kind of loss that can happen, I believe.

And David suffered that not once, but twice,
again when his handsome son, Absalom, started a coup
to take over the throne from his father.
David gave explicit instructions to his military generals
that when captured, Absalom’s life should be spared,
but that did not happen,
because it couldn’t happen in that kind of political system.

And again, one might say, David bore the consequences of his sin
in the death of this second son.

It’s a horrible outcome all around.
We know that we have to live with the consequences of our actions
whether we are a king or not.
In our common shared humanity,
there is so much we just cannot get away with
without some kind of repercussion,
most especially in creating alienation in our closest relationships.

Now maybe our hearts can be open
so that we can look at the main issues in all these passages:
repentance, forgiveness, love and faith.

So let’s turn now to the gospel lesson.
Jesus is having dinner at the home of Simon, a Pharisee.

As a Pharisee, Simon would have been a good, upright, law-abiding man.
He probably was also well aware
that Jesus quite frequently had been critical of Pharisees
and quick to point out hypocrisy among them.
Simon was not entirely hospitable then in having Jesus as his guest,
for he had neglected to offer one of the typical services
of water to wash the road filth off the feet as he came in.
That was being taken care of by the tears and kisses of a disreputable woman
who had somehow gotten into Simon’s house.

The parable Jesus told said it all.
This woman knew she was a sinner
and somehow had come to the realization of forgiveness
and that this was directly linked with the person of Jesus.
Now she was showing him great, extravagant love
with the expensive alabaster jar of perfumed ointment –
a huge contrast with the restrained welcome Jesus got from Simon.

And then Jesus says to the woman:
Your faith has saved you. Go in peace.
Your faith has saved you.

Repentance, forgiveness, love and faith.
A very wise person once said to me,
“Faith is too important for God to leave it all to us.”
“Faith is too important for God to leave it all to us.”

That is the point of the epistle reading from Galatians today.
Paul is saying something very important,
and if you don’t hear anything else,
I would hope that you hear this.

The faith that saves us, that makes us justified before God,
is not our own faith produced by our own effort,
but the actual faith of Jesus.
Paul, speaking to us in the first person, states the union he experiences,
which we call our baptismal identity in Christ.
Translating literally from the Greek, Galatians 2:20 reads:
I have been crucified with Christ;
and it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.
And the life I now live in the flesh
I live by the faith of the Son of God.

It is his faith in us, the author and source of any faith we claim as our own,
that is the keystone, the linchpin, the cornerstone.

This is Jesus drawing us all to himself from his elevated place on the cross.
This is the gift of repentance, the gift of forgiveness, the gift of faith
in the lavish outpouring of love he shows to us
which draws us all into the outstretched arms of his embrace.

This is what the woman kissing Jesus’ feet had experienced.
This is what David had experienced,
so evident in the psalms he wrote,
the psalms that poured out of him
in response to the forgiveness he knew had been given to him,
a forgiveness that is the removal of alienation among the people.

And this is available for us too,
wherever we are in our realization of our need for being forgiven.

Moral Pharisee or blatant sinner, can we see that any sin is pernicious
and will lead to death – physical death or relational or spiritual death?

The adulterer and murderer gets off
and the innocent victim is put to death,
the holy child, the Lamb of God, no victim as we would think of as victim,
but self giving to the greatest extreme,
that the sinner may live, that we may live.

How much do we love him?
a little or a lot?
Does that say anything about how much we perceive that we are forgiven?

How much do you love Jesus?

Monday, May 10, 2010

Expansion of Prison Ministry and Need for Volunteer Instructors

The opportunity has been extended to the Community of the Lamb to expand the meditation instruction being offered at the Monroe Correctional Complex beyond the Twin Rivers Unit to two other units in the prison. I have been in conversation with the Catholic chaplain about what it would take to do this, and she has done some research on grant possibilities for funding meditation instruction in prisons. This is an exciting development that needs to be shared with others, because it is not something I can continue to do by myself.

At this stage I am asking those of you who have an established practice with the Prayer of the Lamb to consider a process of discernment about whether you might be called to this form of outreach ministry. Are you being called by the Resurrection Spirit of Yeshua to assist in leading meditation sessions with convicted men incarcerated in the state prison in Monroe?

This is not a casual ministry. Those drawn by our Lord to this work must be committed to taking part in a very specific training process, be willing to work in partnership with others, and commit to offering service for a two year time commitment.

You will receive clear and exact instruction on how to present the Prayer of the Lamb and how to conduct a meditation session with a partner, as well as taking part in the prison’s volunteer orientation program. Once screened and authorized by the state prison system to enter the Monroe Correctional Complex as a volunteer, you will come with me and act as an assistant during a state required probationary period.

While the setting and the commitment needed may seem daunting, the joy and excitement of this kind of ministry is extraordinary. I always find it fascinating, engaging, humbling and encouraging working with men from very different life experiences and brokenness who are making attempts at bettering their personal condition or seeking God or peace or who simple know that something has to change for them. To be with them in this work has provided me with some very rewarding moments, and I am always thankful that I have been given the privilege of ministry in the prison.

The offenders who take part in the meditation program report that this is the one time during the week when they can get away from the noise that is constantly around them, when they can finally sit down and not have to be on guard, and when they can find some inner peace. Some are overtly Christian, and others have no church background, but all are willing, as far as they are able, to offer the Prayer of the Lamb for themselves and even for others.

As I have always said, I never would have chosen to be engaged in this kind ministry myself, if it had not been for circumstances and the Holy Spirit pushing me into it. But now that I am there, I am so glad I didn’t say no. Would you pray about this for yourself?

For engaging into discernment about a call to this prison outreach ministry, talk directly with Beverly at 206-713-5321.

Walking the Prayer of the Lamb

For the last ten years besides sitting in meditation with the Prayer of the Lamb, I have also prayed the Prayer while walking. Living where I do in a pedestrian-intensive neighborhood I walk to the post office, bank, grocery store, restaurants, etc. on a regular basis. So I get many opportunities for doing my practice interspersed throughout the week in the midst of routine activity. Not only am I getting in extra time beyond my commitment for daily sittings, but I know that I am also contributing to other beings around me as I walk along asking for that abundant and free-flowing mercy of the Lamb of God for all of us.

The labyrinth has been a spiritual practice that many people have tried out or engaged. It is a way to “go on pilgrimage” without traveling great distances. There are specific ways by which people can undertake walking a labyrinth, but here I would like to offer another option using the Prayer of the Lamb, although note that this should not replace the basic practice of sitting in silence.

Consider the following: As I embark on a personal pilgrimage of walking the labyrinth to its center and back, I begin from where I am. That means I am taking along with me all the current thoughts running through my head, all the to-do list, relationships currently being engaged, concerns, anxieties, desires, and an ever fluctuating self-identification. As I walk slowly, mindfully and deliberately with the words, Yeshua, Lamb of God, have mercy on us, gently marking each step, all that I have brought with me is offered into that mercy. As may often be the case in silent meditation, this stage may take awhile. By the time I reach the center all has been offered (purgation) and now comes a time to sit and simply be in that mercy offering the innocent devotion of the Prayer with an openness of heart to God (illumination). After a luxuriously long amount of time at the center, I begin the journey of returning, and out of the realization of baptismal identity in the Lamb of God (union) I am offering the Prayer as a universal intercession for all beings that I will encounter as I emerge from this walking meditation. This last stage is an act of outreach ministry, a contribution pouring out of abundance. As with all my meditation this is not a private spiritual practice; it is ecologically and sacramentally integrated. …another way to walk the labyrinth.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sermon 5th Sunday Easter, Emmanuel, Mercer Island

Last week we had a lovely time relishing in the past, among other things looking at photos that reminded us of the way things used to be. But our memories, we know, are selective. We reminisce about what fits with our current agenda, either positively or negatively. All the past memories have a bittersweet quality to them because we know that what we are remembering is in the past not to be repeated. It can never be that way again.

That can fill us with sadness, or on the other hand we may say, thank God! We don’t have to go through that again!

A lot of you liked last Sunday’s liturgy, but come on, admit it, you don’t really want to have it that way every Sunday.

Let’s not dwell in the past. Isn’t that usually good advice? Instead one might look at the passage from the Revelation for today in this Easter season series of readings. The book of the Revelation is a really scary book and incredibly misunderstood as though it were possible to “decode” the book and thereby discover the exact time and set of circumstances for the coming again of the Lord for vengeance and judgment.

Ah, but we Episcopalians have figured out how to have readings from this disturbing book of the Bible and not cause ourselves nightmares. We simply pick out the lovely parts. We even read them at funerals as a way to comfort the bereaved.

And we make huge leaps with these passages into ideas about what heaven is, and what it is like, how if we have been decent folks, led good lives, been reasonably nice we can look forward to being reunited with loved ones and enjoy a happy, pleasant eternity. It isn’t usually in our thoughts that we might just as well be reunited with ones we don’t love.

Yes, if our heads aren’t in the past, they’re in the future.

Well, I have some cold water to throw on all that this morning. You’re probably not going to like this if you really pay attention and think this through.

There is no past nor future. They’re all in your head. There is only now, and most of us don’t like being in the now.

And yet the now is where salvation is, liberation, where truth is, where life is. Be here now and you can discover how much illusion and denial is going on but you can also discover that there is a huge abundance of life right now untapped, un-tasted, unlived. You may also discover that the present moment is incredibly full, overflowing with mercy, freedom, love, peace and joy.

You may have noticed that the Bible doesn’t really say a whole lot about an afterlife. All the stuff about St. Peter at the pearly gates checking names in a book with a plumed pen, or people with wings sitting on clouds and holding harps is made up, right?

Instead eternal life is referred to over and over again as the quality of life, the recognition of life in its fullest form present here and now for the eyes of faith.

This passage from the book of the Revelation says, “See, the home of God is among mortals…” See, and the word in Greek means realize this, with insight, perceive, really get it. The home of God is among mortals, not off somewhere in a heaven far across the universe but here in our midst God is at home. When we see that, then every tear, every sigh, every downcast spirit will realize profound and healing comfort. All the lost dreams, all the wounds of the past, all the griefs we have known are eclipsed by the Light that shines forth from the One who is Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the source point and the completion/fulfillment, the One who holds within him the whole scope of life and existence and creation, the One who makes all things new,

who transforms our seeing so that we can actually perceive how creation is new every moment so that we can get it that resurrection is the way new creation comes into being now and now and now.

It’s not “Jerusalem, my happy home, when shall I come to thee?” but God himself is with us - Emmanuel.

The first way of seeing things and giving it meaning and thereby struggling with it and living in frustration, fear, anxiety and anger has passed away, and now the limits of vision are blown and we do not know what we see.

So we retreat to the past and the future, those places in our mind that we can have some control over, and we miss the abundance of life in its eternal quality right now all its potential and potency and threat and promise.

Jesus saw the truth of now and lived it fully. That is why he could say in that moment at the last supper right when Judas had gotten up from the table and had gone out into the night to betray him, “NOW the Son of Man has been glorified.”

Jesus goes on about this glory: “Now the Son of Man has been glorified, and God has been glorified in him. If God has been glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself and will glorify him at once.”

Glory, glory, glory. In light of what is about to happen in the Garden of Gethsemane and at Golgotha, what in the world is this glory?

In the biblical sense of the word, both from Hebrew and Greek,

to glorify is to give honor to, to attribute value and worth to, to give weight to. Glory is more than just having splendor, flashiness, pizzazz.

Glory is the weight of all worth.

And truly that describes the Cross. And its outcome – Resurrection.

And so Jesus at that moment of glory begins his long discourse with his disciples, the last words of his earthly ministry begun here in the 13th chapter of John and continuing on through the 17th chapter.

And right out of the chute he gives his disciples the means by which they will be able to see the glory and live in the now and have that abundant, eternal quality life now and now and now. “I give you a new commandment, that you love one another.”

Yes, that’s the ticket – love one another.

Love one another and it will all come clear, and, glory be, we will see that the home of God is among mortals.

Well, of course, this isn’t ordinary love.

Our English language is poverty stricken when it comes to the word love. In Greek there are several words for love, each with rich nuances of meaning: the intimate love between two people, and the love that keeps the bonds of fidelity, and then the God-quality kind of love which is unitive love, the love that exists within the Trinity, so full that no distinction can be made between lover and beloved, there is only Love. And we are pulled into that love, drawn up into that by the action of the Cross so that we might know that love now, and be transformed by it.

As we find in the first epistle of John, “God is love.”

Jesus, the Son of God, the Eternal Word present from the beginning with God, the One through whom all things came into being and have creation, Jesus tells his disciples, “Love one another. Just as I have loved you, - with that unitive love of God – you also should love one another - with that unitive love of God. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.”

Well, obviously this unitive love of God that Jesus has for us and which he also wants us to express and live and give to others is not foremost in our thoughts and actions all the time. It’s not at the top of the priority list, it isn’t the motivating factor for everything we say or do or think. If it were, then truly everyone would know that we are disciples of Jesus witnessing to the resurrection. Even in this secular Pacific Northwest none-zone if we had this God-love for others, it would stand out and be noticeable.

This Love requires being in the now, not some memory of the past, not some hope for the future, but being in relationship right here and now, otherwise it’s not the kind of love that Jesus is talking about and commanding of us.

Until we love one another as Jesus commanded us to do we will continue to place our ideas, opinions, goals, personal self-interest, desires and discriminations, likes and dislikes, and personal preferences above our relatedness one with another.

Until we love one another as Jesus commanded us to do, we will have tears and death and mourning and pain and not see that the home of God is among mortals here and now.

Until we love one another as Jesus commanded us to do the world will not know our witness to the Resurrection.

Beloved, let us love one another.