Sunday, September 18, 2011

Sermon for 14 Pentecost 9/18/2011


Here we are again! at the start of a new fall season.

There is a sense of energy in the air
            in anticipation about what this year will hold for us:
parents rejoicing in the start of the school year,
kids excited about what they will learn at school
            but more probably they are excited about seeing old friends,
            starting class another year older
                        as they rush eagerly towards more independence
                                    and getting to do more big kid things than last year.

Today we bless their backpacks,
            symbols of education for our young people,
and I hope each of us older ones
            can imagine our own symbolic book bags
                        also presented before the altar to be blest,
that each of us in our individual spiritual practice and devotion
            might continue to grow in love and serve and knowledge of the Lord.

And this morning we also have the great, good pleasure of a baptism,
            presenting us with the sacramental image of new beginnings.
We have Lucy and Tony Vedrich’s little grandson, Elijah,
            to demonstrate this for us
            and to remind us, as we pledge ourselves to do all in our power
                                    to support Elijah in his life in Christ,
that we have also said these words in promise
            for each of our other children in the congregation.

And so, as we have commended them
                                                            to Christian education and spiritual formation,
            let us lead by example, and practice what we preach,
that is, let us attend to the scripture lessons presented to us today
                        and how they get us started on our new fall schedule.

First the collect for today addresses
                                    our immediate anxiety about current circumstances.
Attention is called to
            the things that are passing away and those that shall endure –
                        the temporal and the eternal.
When we set our attention on the things that are passing away,
            we are seeing things from a limited perspective
and when attention is draw to that which endures
            that limited perspective is expanded until we are seeing things
                                                                                    from God’s perspective.
Another way of saying this is: “It’s bigger than me.”

In part the reason why we come here may be just that thing –
            to be moved out of our limited perspective
                        and to catch the vision of the eternal,
            to have our awareness expanded
                        and be brought into the Presence of God.

So let’s see how the readings can expand our awareness.

I believe there is a good connection between the story from Exodus
and the parable Jesus told about the owner of the vineyard and the laborers.

In Exodus the situation is this:
The Israelites had just escaped crushing slavery in Egypt.
They were on their way
            off into the unknown
            with a hope for a promised land flowing with milk and honey.
But where they were now was in the middle of a desert,
            a huge expanse of inhospitable geography that dwarfed their numbers,
            a threatening environment with no respite.
How did the Children of Israel react?  They complained.
            That word, complained, is used 7 times in this passage.
They weren’t thankful for being saved from bondage as slaves.
They weren’t even faithfully down on their knees
                        asking the God who had saved them once
                                                            to help them now in this time of need.
They were complaining.

But it didn’t matter.
They were going to get fed.
That was the plan,
            for they were a chosen people,
chosen to become a people who would be a light to the nations,
            an example of God’s redemptive grace.
            an example to show what God could do.
The test was how they would respond to the current situation.
Their reactions showed their current spiritual condition,
            that is, a limited perspective concerned with things passing away.
But God’s grace would intervene.

Then we have the Parable of the owner of the vineyard:
As usual Jesus tells a story with a twist on the expected,
and this time he presents the Kingdom of Heaven
            as a landowner who employs an economic policy
                        that is entirely contrary to common sense
                                                            and the economic system we know and live in.

Jesus messes with the economic values
                                                                        and moral sensibility of human culture.
It appears he has the owner take advantage of the hard working laborers                                    and then reward those who contributed little.
            There was no recognition of the great disparity in labor.
When we hear this parable we may say with the workers hired first,
            “It’s not fair!”

In the parable, who were those hired at the beginning of the day?
            the best workers:
                        those known to be able to work the hardest,
                                    to bring in the most bushels of grapes per hour,
                        those who would give an honest day’s work
                                    for an honest day’s wage.
But…
those hired at the end of the day were likely to be those who were known for
                        taking long coffee breaks
                        eating as many grapes as went into the baskets
                        those who were slow, harvested less per hour
                        and were late showing up for work in the morning

To pay the workers hired at 5 minutes before quitting time
            the same as those hired at 8:00 AM
was taken as an insult to the quality and quantity of work of those hired first.

Our world is hard wired to the pragmatic way of looking at things that says
            it’s all about working to get paid what you’ve earned.
The least the owner of the vineyard should have done
                        if he was going to pay those hired last the same full day’s wage
            would have been to give those hired first merit raises!

It’s not fair!
But this parable is not about the workers, but about grace.
This parable is very radical,
            breaking cultural and social expectations and mores
                        not only in Jesus’ time
                        but ours here just as much.
Jesus does not say that the Kingdom of Heaven is like the workers
            but like the owner of the vineyard.

The Kingdom of God has different values:
            it is inclusive.
            The last get the same as the first.
We think those who work more should get more.
But Jesus says everyone needs the daily wage, that is, their daily bread.
He says, give everybody a full day’s wage to meet their needs…
            Everyone has the same basic needs.
The landowner included them for that reason,
            not in return for their labor,
                        but out of compassion and generosity  
                                                and from his own apparently limitless abundance.
To cry, “No fair!” is to speak out of the limited perspective of things temporal.

It’s like God providing the manna and the quails
            to all those complaining Israelites.
The compassion and generosity is not conditioned by our limited perspective.
It’s the things eternal – compassion and generosity.

May we each be able to recognize the gift of daily bread,
            that which we think we have earned that provides for us,
                                    that supplies our literal, physical needs,
            AND that which provides us with our very life breath
                        day by day and hour by hour and minute by minute,
            that which sustains us body and spirit.

May we each be able to recognize
            how we have been called by a compassionate Savior
                        and baptized into the Kingdom of God, into the very Body of Christ.­

“Grant us, Lord, not to be anxious about earthly things,
            but to love things heavenly;
and even now, while we are placed among things that are passing away,
            to hold fast to those that shall endure…”

Let this be the way to start the fall:
            our consideration of why we are drawn here,
            our consideration of our own economic system and world view
in contrast with the absurd abundance of Kingdom of Heaven economics.

Let’s not get hung up on the temporal, limited perspective,
            but hold fast to the unlimited expansiveness of eternal grace,
compassionate, loving beyond what we ever could earn, absurdly abundant.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Flash of Insight



A personal story – This last year brought the unexpected, a surprise diagnosis of breast cancer, unexpected because there was no way I could have known without the new digital imaging technology that is capable of finding lumps to small to be felt.  That, of course, was good news, because the cancer was caught very early.  However it meant a big shift in my agenda for the last eleven months.  I joked about taking on a new hobby – medical appointments! 

I thought I was doing well in responding to this health threat.  I did research and became aware of all the different aspects of breast cancer and its treatment.  I consulted with knowledgeable people, who gave me excellent advice and whom I deeply appreciate.  I made choices about treatment and changed my life style so as to give my body the best advantage in discouraging any further cancer.  And I wanted very much to be able to put it all behind me, and get my body back.  As a modest person, I had never exposed myself to so many strangers!  Yet the stress manifested itself.  For example, it showed up last week when I finally dug my way down to my desk top only to discover to my chagrin a pile of thank you notes from Christmas written but never mailed!

Now long after surgery and radiation I continue to deal with the aftermath of the treatments that brought their own new hitches in my desire to eliminate medical appointments from my calendar.  None of this is really of any great consequence – except one that I found particularly distressing.  No longer taking estrogen I began experiencing hot flashes.  They were of such intensity and number that they could not be easily ignored or tolerated.  They disturbed my sleep, left me dehydrated, broke my train of thought and concentration, and became the focus of irritation.  Even in meditation as I sat deep in silence they came.  I got so I could detect the first very subtle shift that marks the beginning of a rise in temperature.  At least then I could throw off my sweater or jacket or shawl, so as not to soak them when the sweat began.

I tried many different herbal remedies and acupuncture with only marginal improvement.  The hot flashes were sapping emotional energy as well as the physical discomfort, and my resentment was growing.  I knew that people didn’t die of hot flashes, and that while they were a nuisance, they really weren’t all that harmful.  But they were making a big impact on my equilibrium and general disposition. 

Something had to change, and if the hot flashes couldn’t stop, then it was my attitude that had to change.  How was I to pray about this?  What could I ask God for?  It was clear to me that even as I asked for mercy and to be relieved of this benign affliction, I had a sense that I needed to learn from this also.  An easy out from the situation would not be in my best interest spiritually, since the whole of life for me is offered into the mercy of the Lamb of God.

                  A few of weeks ago I complained to my spiritual director about the hot flashes, and he started to tell me what I already knew had to be done – to look at reframing my reaction to the hot flashes.  And just as he was saying that, there was a flash of insight.  It was a moment of revelation in which everything shifted.  Suddenly I was seeing the situation from a whole new perspective and meaning framework.  Matthew 3:11 flashed through my mind, the words of John the Baptist: "I baptize you with water for repentance, but one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to carry his sandals. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.”  Incredibly those hot flashes were now being presented to me as a gift, a sacramental sign and reminder of the spiritual work of purgation being done within us through the grace of Yeshua and the work of his Spirit.  Now they were intimate and incarnated reminders of God’s mercy arising in the midst of meditation and all the various daily activities, markers alerting me to the inward spiritual process that is continually going on.  Now they have become moments in the day in which attention is drawn to God’s presence and divine intervention in my life for cleansing and purging.  Fire is rich in scriptural reference: burning the chaff, fire as the energetic radiance of divine presence in burning bush and pillar of cloud, tongues of fire on the Day of Pentecost, purifying fire, empowering fire, all consuming fire, the Fire of Love. 

The point of all this is that this breakthrough in my attitude came not because I thought and reasoned it out, or that I had turned my will to the intention of making myself have a different attitude.  Rather it was a merciful intervention, a revelation, and in that moment of recognition I said yes to it.  After this my attitude changed effortlessly, naturally, and without trying or intention.  And I have actually looked forward to the hot flashes.  They now are instant messages of purgatorial love.  And interestingly their intensity and frequency have decreased.

This is one of the reasons why we sit and do nothing and practice meditation.  When we practice sitting awake and watchful without self-concern, we become more alert to our own self imagination, game playing, and self-delusionary tactics for avoiding reality.  As we sit in that mercy of Yeshua, Lamb of God, we can face this about ourselves and we open more and more in trust to the salvation being worked out in us.  We end up discovering that everything, everything that happens to us, everything we encounter, can therefore serve us in our awakening into wholeness, can serve us in our realization of our full potential as children of God.

                  Keep meditating!
                                                                        Blessings in the Lamb,
Beverly


For indeed our God is a consuming fire.
Hebrews 12:29, Deuteronomy 4:24, 9:3