Sunday, June 10, 2018

Farewell Sermon at Emmanuel

Here we are, my last sermon with you.

I remember back to my first sermon with you
            back in December of 2007.
It’s been a good time here together with you.  I really mean it.
            I have loved being here with you.

Over the years I have participated with you in joyful baptisms,
            I have watched children grow up and become young adults,
                        and that has been an absolute delight.
I have walked with a number of you through illnesses, surgeries,
                                                stints of being in rehab and physical therapy,
and Hunt and I have presided over the burial office
                                                                        of way too many parishioners,
            being there with you in the grief, but also with the love and consolation
                        of our Lord Jesus present to encourage faith.

Over the years I have also continuously encouraged us all
            to be ever engaged in faith formation and education,
and we have had some great Sunday morning adult forums, speakers,
            Lenten series, women’s gatherings, retreat opportunities,
and, of course, I can’t leave out mentioning meditation.

With my other hat of the Community of the Lamb
            I have offered here at Emmanuel meditation seminars,
                        the basic 12 week course
                        and numerous subsequent courses and series
            on a whole variety of topics relating scripture to meditation,
often times attended by those beyond this congregation.
But you, Emmanuel, have been the host in providing this space.
I leave behind two ongoing groups of meditators
            who are clear that they can continue without my presence.
That lets me know that I have done my job well.

You folks have also opened your doors to letting my Hindu friends           
                        use the facilities on occasion
            and even had a great fund raising dinner for my sabbatical,
            so that I could take a generous donation check to Amma in India
             for her humanitarian projects there.
Which is amazing because you were also good natured about my
                        “cabaret act” as we had some fun together that evening.

I have had a lot of fun with you all, which I treasure in my heart.
I have also shared a lot of tears with many of you,
            which I also treasure in my heart.
It is in the tears and the laughter as it says in Kate Wolfe’s song,
                                                            “Give Yourself to Love”
It is in the tears and the laughter
                                    that we are most intimate and experience the love.
As an aside, it’s worth going back and checking out that song from the 80’s
            that’s been an earworm with me this last week.

And it makes my heart extremely glad to know that just recently
            the Outreach Committee in your name
just gave the Jubilee Center at St. Matthew/San Mateo in Auburn
                        a wonderfully generous donation
            for the very vital ministry they do
especially in the areas of immigration advocacy and domestic violence intervention.

So thank you very much for that show of support,
    and I do hope that you will continue this connection with the Jubilee Center.

Thank you for the privilege and joy that it has been for me
            in the work of mutual ministry in this faith community.

So now I must say some words to you,
            a message from my heart, words I would like you to remember me by.

Jesus did that with his disciples the night before he died.
Each of the Gospels devote special chapters to that final conversation.
John’s Gospel gives it Chapters 13 through17, five whole chapters.
            There it starts off with the New Commandment.
Jesus said,
            “This is my commandment, that you love one another.
            Just as I have love you, so you love one another.”

That commandment was not just for those disciples there with him at the time,
            but it quickly became the distinguishing mark of all followers of Jesus                                                                                                                                    after that.
We are called to love –
            that New Commandment that Jesus gave his disciples            
                        on the night of violence when he was then betrayed
                        and taken and tortured and handed over for execution.

If that is what he asked of us
                        at that incredibly tense and challenging moment in his own life, how can we not take his words without absolute seriousness?

So how are we doing with that?
            Looking at the Church as a whole,
                        not just this congregation or denomination,
                        but the whole enterprise, the whole institution,
it looks like we’re dying.
In the eyes of the general society we are becoming irrelevant.

And so the Presiding Bishop for the Episcopal Church, Michael Curry,
            has been calling us to a renewal in the Jesus Movement.
That’s important for bringing us back to the realization
            that Jesus has to be at the center of the life and ministry of the Church.
Because if it’s all just our own efforts,
            we can’t put the world right in the politics of things.

Too often the Church has fallen into the same trap as the people of Israel did
            in the reading from I Samuel 8
when they came to Samuel and asked him to get them a king
            so that they could be like all the other nations.
Give us the powerful ruler who will govern us and go out before us 
                        and fight our battles.
But it’s not a political answer or making the best deals or by wielding power.
Our society lives in that space
            and people suffer as a result:
                        the weak, the powerless, the alien, the marginalized,
                        women and children,
            all get exploited, taken advantage of,
while those at the top, the ones with the power,
                                    secure their power and wealth for themselves.

But Jesus was not a king, not a political presence,
            even though some have addressed him as a king,
            even though some have politicized his words,
and used their faith beliefs as a rationale for judgment and moral exclusiveness.
A king is so different from the liberating, healing power of Love
                        that a Crucified Savior brings.

No Jesus is out of his mind. 
That’s what they said about him in the Gospel reading for today.
            He’s crazy.  That’s how this society, this culture would characterize him.
Say he’s crazy and you can discredit that whole love one another thing.
That’s a familiar tactic used over the ages.
            Call your opponent a liar, discredit their work.
And the culture we live in today has such a pervasive effect on us
            that we unconsciously start to accept the whole political thing
                        that led the people of Israel to say to Samuel give us a king,
                        and reject God as their Sovereign Creator.

So I say to you today that here is what our problem as a faith community is:
It is our lack of yielding to the intimacy and awareness of the Presence of Jesus
            that is killing us off.

If we were to let down our guard
and our tight grip on a belief in a merit based morality,
            and instead take our suffering in all its many forms to Jesus
there would be a huge break through in the spiritual potency of the Church.
We would experience the stunning intimacy of Love in the Presence of Jesus
            and we would discover how to love one another
                        with authenticity and genuine intention.
And that would rock the world.

Crazy – The Cross of Jesus is a mass pardon. – Crazy.
            It stands between us and the condition of suffering in the world.
One might think Jesus was crazy to attempt that – saving the whole world –
            but then he went farther and in one huge Resurrection appearance,
there is then the Holy Spirit, the Resurrection Spirit and Presence of Jesus
                        put on us,
                        into which we were baptized
            which provides in us a continuous process of sanctification
                                    provided in that space of the Cross, which we call salvation.
This is the experience accessible to all in the Church,
            accessible through spiritual practice
                        spiritual practice such as prayer, meditation, the liturgy and                                                             sacraments, reading and hearing the scriptures,
                                    breaking bread together, forgiving one another.
That being in the Presence of Jesus Love
            is what liberates us to freely love others.

This is not the way of a king or any other type of political leader.
They called Jesus crazy, out of his mind.
And he didn’t do a thing to deny that.

He looked at those sitting around him and said,
            “These are my mother and my brothers and sisters.”
Those doing the will of God,
those yielding to experiencing that Divine Presence
            as it was coming to them through Jesus at that moment.
Brothers and sisters in the same craziness as Jesus.
And mother also, in whom the divine seed is planted and grows
            and is born and comes forth into the world.            Crazy.
Matthew chapter 25, the story Jesus told
about when the king would come and separate the sheep and the goats,
            you know the one:
“Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry and gave you food, or thirsty and             gave you something to drink?
And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you,
            or naked and gave you clothing?
And when was it that we saw you sick or in prison and visited you?”

And the answer, “Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are brothers and sisters, you did it to me.”

Jesus tells us in this story that these are the people he identifies with.
            Crazy the world would say.            Those people?!            Those losers?!
Just look at how our society treats the homeless poor,
            the aliens seeking refuge and asylum at our borders,
            those needing to access health care and the incarcerated.
But I have seen that those people, the ones in need,
            are those who get it about Love.  That’s where Jesus is, really.
Crazy.

Our presiding bishop, Michael Curry, has referred to the followers of Jesus
            as crazy Christians.  He even wrote a book with that as the title.
This way of Love in the heart of Jesus is craziness to the world
            that will call it names and call what is good evil and of the devil
                        and seek to discount, discredit, ignore and push it aside.
But when you experience being loved by Jesus then you can get crazy too
            in that life-giving, liberating way for others.

That’s what I want to say to you,
            what I have said in one way or another over and over again,
            what I first said to you and last say to you now.
It’s crazy but Jesus is the Love of my life.

Don’t be afraid to get close to that Love, to get close to Jesus.
Give up resisting, give up the merit based theology and
            and accept the fact that you are just as much in need of a free gift of Love                         as anyone else.
Let yourself be loved by Jesus, and go crazy in that good way with him.

Give yourself to Love.