Transfiguration Sermon 2/22/09 at Emmanuel Episcopal Church, Mercer Island

Recall these words from the Epistle reading for today:
“Even if our gospel is veiled,
it is veiled to those who are perishing.
…the god of this world has blinded the(ir) minds…
to keep them from seeing the light
of the gospel of the glory of Christ,
who is the image of God.”

Those who do not see the light of the glory of Christ
are perishing.
But who CAN see this glory light of Christ?
It was only three of the twelve who were with Jesus
when this glory light was manifested to them,
and they saw what was not visible to the ordinary eye.

Seeing what is not visible to the ordinary eye…

Elisha saw the chariots of fire,
we heard in the Hebrew Bible reading just a few moments ago.
When Elijah, that leader of all prophets,
the one who showed up with Moses on the holy mountain
when Jesus appeared transfigured,
when Elijah passed out of his earthly existence
and was taken up into heaven,
Elisha, his faithful disciple,
the one who would pick up Elijah’s mantle
and carry on in the role of prophet,
Elisha saw the glory light.

He saw bright flashing light like fire as a means of conveyance
that had the swiftness of a chariot and horses
– the race car of ancient times.
The light flashed, the heavens opened, and Elijah was gone.

And all that was left was his mantle, his cloak,
lying there like Obi-Wan Kenobi’s cloak
before a stunned Darth Vader.

And Elisha picked up the mantle of Elijah that had fallen from him,
and went back and stood on the bank of the Jordan.
He took the mantle of Elijah that had fallen from him,
and struck the water, saying,
“Where is the Lord, the God of Elijah?”
When he had struck the water,
the water was parted to the one side and to the other,
and Elisha went over.

When the company of prophets who were at Jericho
saw him at a distance, they declared,
“The spirit of Elijah rest on Elisha.”

And later there is another example of
seeing what is not visible to the ordinary eye:
the story of Elisha in a besieged city
that was surrounded by a great army.

When the attendant of the man of God
rose early in the morning and went out,
an army with horses and chariots was all around the city.
His servant said, “Alas, master! What shall we do?”
He replied, “Do not be afraid,
for there are more with us than there are with them.”
Then Elisha prayed: “O Lord, please open his eyes that he may see:
So the Lord opened the eyes of the servant, and he saw;
the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.


More glory light of exceedingly great power and magnitude,
and a reality is revealed,
and there is seeing what is not visible to the ordinary eye:
chariots of fire ablaze with a light from the heavenly throne,
light from the Source of all light,
from the One who said Let Light Be on the first day of creation.

And now the three disciples with Jesus on the mountain
- Peter, James and John -
seeing what is not visible to the ordinary eye:
Jesus, transfigured before them,
and his clothes became dazzling white,
more white, brighter than is earthly possible,
Jesus himself so radiantly bright with uncreated Light from the Source
that it shines right through his clothes.
No amount of clothing will veil this radiance, this glory light.

And they saw the light of the Gospel,
the glory of Christ, who is the image of God,
the glory light.

Now, I can’t imagine anyone remembering what I preached last year
about the Transfiguration,
but this of what I said then bears repeating:
This glory light, this radiance of Uncreated Light
is the NORMATIVE state for Jesus.
He was surrounded by this Light all the time.
This was not something he took on at that particular moment
to dazzle the eyes of Peter, James and John.
Rather the eyes of the disciples were unveiled in order to be able to see
what has always been there, to see the Truth of what Jesus is like.
Jesus opened the spiritual eyes of his disciples
so that they could see the Uncreated Light;
it was a transfiguration of consciousness,
a transfiguration of their consciousness.

And so Paul says in 2 Corinthians, today’s Epistle reading,
that this gospel truth of glory light is veiled,
and people are blind and perishing not seeing that.
The Radiance of God is all around us all the time,
but WE DON’T SEE IT.
Is this not strange? How can we miss it?
Should we not all fall on our faces before the Glory Light of God?

We perish without that Light, but our vision is veiled.

A Sufi story is told about the 70,000 Veils
that separate Allah, God, the One Reality,
from the world of matter and of sense.
And every soul passes before its birth through these 70,000 veils.
The inner half of these are veils of light;
the outer half, veils of darkness.
For every one of the veils of light passed through,
in this journey towards birth,
the soul puts off a divine quality;
and for every one of the dark veils,
it puts on an earthly quality.
Thus the child is born weeping,
for the soul knows its separation from Allah, the One Reality.
And when the child cries in its sleep,
it is because the soul remembers something of what it has lost.

And so, we can see, how dull minded we are, how blind spiritually we are
- for the most part -
since we do not see the chariots of fire, we do not see this glory light
that is supposedly all around us.

But then Paul reminds us
of what is at the heart of our Gospel of Jesus Christ
that it is God who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,”
who has shone this light in our hearts – not our eyes!
to give the light of knowledge,
the knowledge of this glory light, actualized and experienced,
revealed to us in the face of Jesus.

It is God’s action of grace and revelation that effects the unveiling
- good news that this is not left up to us alone!

I like to point out that in meditation
we sit ceasing from our own actions,
clouded as they are with our vision limited by so many veils,
we sit with open hearts, so that we can see with the heart
the revelation that can come,
we sit with open hearts as an expression of faith and trust
and it is the transformation of consciousness that occurs,
a transfiguration of consciousness.

Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 3:18 a few verses before today’s epistle:
And all of us, with unveiled faces, seeing the glory of the Lord
as though reflected in a mirror,
are being transformed into the same image
from one degree of glory to another;
for this comes from the Lord, the Spirit.

And so may I offer this to you?
Hear these words as the words of Jesus speaking revelation to you:
“The light is all around you.
The light is within you.
The light is the life that I am.
The light is the enlightenment which no one lacks. …
Awaken in my light. …
Hear my word within.
Receive the radiance that I am.
Open your hearts with awe and love to my presence.
Pour out the gifts of my heart from one to another.
You are the illumined ones.
In you, my image arises as radiance, peace, and offering. …
You are to be my presence to one another.
Honor my beauty in one another.
Respond to my heart in one another.
Recognize me in one another.
See what I have given you.
I give you one another to empower the awakening of each in my light.
You are my presence, not merely something of the eye …
I have given each of you to be the dwelling of my radiant awakening
and shining forth.
You are my heart in the world. …
You are the ones through whom my heart is to be recognized and demonstrated.
When you have come to recognize me fully radiant in one another,
and to honor and offer thanksgiving to me there,
you will have awakened to the freedom which I have intended for you.
You are my light.”

Introductory Seminar Update

The introductory seminar on Feb. 20 and 21 at Emmanuel Episcopal Church, Mercer Island, will now offer child care. When making a reservation please indicate if child care is needed. See details on the seminar below.

Common Difficulties in Meditation Practice

We all need encouragement and support for continued faithfulness in the daily practice of prayer and meditation. That is why meditating with a group and having an available instructor as resource for your spiritual practice is so foundational for what we think of as spiritual growth. I want to address briefly here a couple of areas of concern that are often viewed as difficulties in meditation practice, and what lies beneath them.

The first is something I’m sure we have all had ample experience with: sleepiness. Sleepiness in meditation comes in a variety of forms: outright napping, a dullness of awareness, lethargy, fogginess, tiredness. Attentiveness and wakefulness are lacking at these times. Meditation is “sitting awake.” So what do these forms of sleepiness show us?

They can be symptomatic of the culture in which we live and the speed with which we are expected to work and the volume we are expected to accomplish. Within the setting of instantaneous communication where we expect to get what we demand in short order, we then rush through the workday trying to keep ahead of the growing pile in the in-basket, or ballooning number of emails coming at us on our blackberries or iPhones, or laundry piling up because we can’t remember when the last day off was. We sit down to meditate and promptly take a nap. Or drowsiness can show us how out of touch we are with our bodies, that we would escape into sleep rather than sit awake with what is there. We may be using sleepiness as avoidance expressing our reluctance to look at what is there in meditation, just as we would experience laziness and reluctance in facing difficult tasks. Sleepiness that comes from tiredness means we need more rest, but sleepiness can also come from resistance when we don’t want to face, remember or experience something. This indicates fear and wanting to avoid difficulty. We may not want to face loneliness, grief, emptiness or loss of control.

Look at sleepiness with compassion. The body is tired. Are you so busy that you do not get enough rest? Are you afraid to rest. In rest we become quiet. Are you afraid of the silence you would have to face in rest and no activity. Is there an inner judge driving you, telling you that you are lazy? The inactivity of meditation is anything but being lazy! Sleepiness in meditation can serve to bring us to compassionate observation of the driven quality of our lives in avoidance of the silence in which we would have to face the truth of ourselves.

Then there is the flip side to sleepiness – restlessness. Like drowsiness, restlessness can come as a response to something we don’t want to feel. There is both a restlessness of body and a restlessness of mind. In both cases meditation becomes scattered, and it is difficult for attention to remain in the present moment. Again as with sleepiness, observe the restlessness without condemnation or judgment. Examine what it feels like. What does it do as you sit open to it? Be with the restlessness of mind without getting caught up in its story, noting simply how it bounces around. Trust that the restlessness is temporary, and the conditions that feed it will inevitably change. Restlessness, I am coming to discover, is a jumbled series of thoughts, emotions and sensations, nothing solid or fixed, transitory and insubstantial. And it appears that restlessness just might be symptomatic of a blockage of free creativity waiting to be expressed in our lives, an unexpected gift for us to discover.

Behind all the stuff that comes up during meditation – the emotions, the agenda of the mind – is fear, fear that is a grasping for something we think we desperately need, and fear that is both a contraction away from the reality of life around us with all its suffering, and also a contraction away from the love of God that is there whether asked for or not. That unqualified love is so vast it is perceived as impersonal and threatening to swallow us up. That love eclipses our ego identification and renders it inane and inconsequential. It IS fearful to fall into the hands of the Living God, for God is Love.

The ability of meditation to bring wholeness and healing comes as we are enabled to recognize where in our lives we are contracting away from that wholeness. When we are not contracted we discover that the body and mind have a natural wholeness and expansiveness, that are characterized by joy, clarity, a sense of well being, confidence and a deep sense of knowing. Keep meditating!

Blessings in the Lamb,
Beverly

Epiphany 2009 Message

[sermon preached at Emmanuel Episcopal Church, Mercer Island, January 11]

I had the joy and delight of being with my grandsons during Christmas,
and I explained to Jude, my oldest grandson,
that at Christmas we were actually celebrating somebody’s birthday
– Jesus!
And on his birthday, we give gifts to each other.
Jesus would have wanted it that way, I think,
seeing Christ in one another in this offering of gifts of love to others.

The wise men, the Magi were the first to bring birthday presents to Jesus:
gold, frankincense and myrrh.
This is not just a nice story about visiting dignitaries being added
to the lovely tableau of the manger scene, the Christmas crèche.
This is an event of enormous political and cultural and moral consequence.

The story starts with huge assumptions about who the Christ Child was:
the wise men from the East assume the sign in the heavens
indicate the birth of a king.
King Herod assumes a political rival to his throne.

Herod is frightened, and given who Herod was and what he was like,
if Herod was upset,
all the rest of Jerusalem had good cause also be frightened.
This was a ruler know for his ruthless use of power.

No good could come of this; innocent lives would be lost,
sacrificed to the continuation of power and political control.
The wise men, the Magi come to Bethlehem and find Jesus and his mother
and give their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh,
gifts fit for a king,
but as it turns out, gifts they handed over to a humble family
that could hardly look royal.
And so it was that these expensive gifts
probably provided the means by which
Joseph was able to take Mary and the baby Jesus to Egypt
in order to escape Herod’s purge of Bethlehem,
the slaughter of the innocents.
The slaughter of innocents
as the backdrop for our Lord’s nativity,
he who would at his maturity take on all the world’s suffering
and bear it himself on the Cross.

And so we enter the Epiphany season in the church year.

Epiphany is a key concept in being a Christian, a disciple of Jesus,
Epiphany as a key concept in living a Christian life.
Epiphany is, I would say, how we do that.

So what does the word Epiphany mean? –
making manifest, bringing to light, showing forth.

In the Epiphany season, then, the emphasis is on Light,
Jesus as the Light of the World,
and that Light shining brightly in a dark, dark world,
a world desperately in need of Light.

Jesus is the Light to the nations – and notice the plural.
Not just to his own people, where he happened to live,
but to all peoples, tribes, and nations.

On the Feast of the Epiphany the Magi represent the nations.
So we see that Jesus, and what he offered, was
beyond one country, one people, and one religion.
What he brought is something universal.

Do you know where the first churches were?
where the first Christians lived?
The first “church” was in Egypt – the Egyptians make that claim.
They take great pride in the fact
that they offered hospitality and sanctuary
to the Holy Family as displaced refugees.

There are many beautiful legends among the Coptic churches of Egypt
about Jesus and the Holy Family sojourning there,
about their travels around Egypt
and miracles attributed to Jesus as a toddler.
Jesus as a light to the nations even as a toddler!

There is the Light of the World, and then there is being lights to the world,
about our engagement with Epiphany, our role as disciples.
This is about our witness regarding Jesus.

Now this presupposes that we know the One about whom we testify.
This presupposes that we are aware that His Light is in us.

This is VERY important,
because knowing Jesus,
knowing his liberation, his salvation, his mercy, his grace,
is not just for our own sake, my own well-being, my benefit alone,
but for the sake of the whole world, the whole created order,
for the sake of every living, breathing thing.

The Light of the World is not our exclusive possession,
as though we could even think that we could possess it.

This Light being manifest to the world, this Epiphany of God,
is for the sake of Jew and Gentile alike,
such as in a call to reconciliation and peace,
peace in that very part of the world.

Manifesting the Light of Christ is essential
for the sake of all victims of prejudice and discrimination,
so that this Light might shine as a beacon in the world’s darkness.
This Light is for the sake of healing and unity,
for the poor, the homeless, the hungry and the abandoned,
for the sick and the dying,
for those in power, in positions of leadership and authority.

Wherever there is human need,
wherever there is despair from lack of hope,
wherever there are cries of loneliness and suffering,
there is the obligation to share the good news we have been graced with.

To know Jesus is not just about our own individual relationships.
You and I cannot be separated from the rest of creation.
If I truly know Jesus then I have no leave
not to be a Light-bearer.

You might remember that
every time you see the acolytes carrying candles
in the Gospel procession.
If you get near the Gospel, and the message it conveys,
and the person it is talking about, Jesus,
then you are going to get lit like a candle,
and despite yourself you will be giving off light.
Being an Epiphany Light-bearer is not an option.
It’s part of the package.


Now, in the Epiphany carols,
we can find instances of singing about bringing gifts to the cradle.
The obvious one is “We three kings…”

In “Brightest and best of the stars of the morning”
various precious gifts are offered,
but verse 4 tells what is even more precious:
Vainly we offer each ample oblation,
vainly with gifts would his favor secure,
richer by far is the heart’s adoration,
dearer to God are the prayers of the poor.

Likewise in the carol, “In the bleak midwinter,” verse 4
What can I give him, poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb;
if I were a wise man, I would do my part;
yet what I can I give him – give my heart.

The best gift to bring to Jesus is one’s self,
openness of heart, willingness to listen to the Lord.
so that we may KNOW him
and thus be lights manifesting -

Come to communion bearing your gift, your offering
of yourself, your intention, your willingness.

And receive his gift for you – his very self,
offered to you in this very concrete way through bread and wine.

Jesus himself, through the Holy Spirit, will teach you
all you need to know about being a Light-bearer.
Jesus himself, through the Holy Spirit, will be the Light
that shines through you, operating at his agency,
not hampered by our ignorance
or our resistance or our screw-ups.

I find immense good news about this promise
in the words of St. Paul in the epistle reading from Ephesians for today:
(verse 7) Of this gospel I have become a servant
according to the gift of God’s grace that was given me
by the working of God’s power.

See? Even the work we do, the service, the ministry is not our own,
but according to the gift of grace
and God’s power providing the energy source.
That’s a pretty good deal.

So let us bring the gift of our heart to the Christ Child,
the heart more valued by the Lord
than gold, frankincense and myrrh.

Advent message on Luke 1:26-38

Sermon for Advent 4 at Emmanuel Episcopal Church, Mercer Island

Purify our conscience, Almighty God, by your daily visitation,
that your Son Jesus Christ, at his coming,
may find in us a mansion prepared for himself. Amen.
[from the Collect for Advent 4]

Th Gospel for the fourth Sunday of Advent focus on Mary,
I want to say a few things about the Mother of our Lord,
and her witness of faith,
and the way we view her traditionally and biblically.

Throughout a couple thousand years of church history
the ecclesiastical institution has made assertions about her
that have been devotional in nature, or theological, or political
in order to emphasize one agenda or another
in a struggle for control, influence or power.

People respond or react to Mary.
It’s hard to maintain neutrality.

Protestants may be reactive to anything they see
as ascribing too much devotion to Mary
as “theotokos,” the God-bearer, Mother of God.
Or there may be reactions between one ethnic group and another,
such as suspicion about the attachment of Mexicans
to their strong devotion to the Virgin of Guadalupe.

For much of the time the male hierarchy of the Church
has instructed the faithful about Mary in such a way
that she has been used to perpetuate
submission and subservience among women.

Although more recently in history
with a renewed engagement in biblical studies,
Mary has become an example and champion of liberation theology.
For instance,
in some Latin American countries her song, the Magnificat,
is considered to be subversive, revolutionary literature.

You see, everyone has to come down one way or another
in reflection about Mary,
all dependent on individual situations, cultures, and life experiences.
Mary is a lightning rod for our reactivity.

So saying all that, let’s look at this key text about Mary
and notice our own reactivity
and what that may say to us about our Lord and our relationship to him.

First,
the angel messenger was not sent to just any woman of child-bearing years.
There was an openness in Mary to God,
to receive what God was saying to her.
She was fertile ground
where the seed of God’s Word could sprout and flourish
and produce 30-, 60-, 100-fold,
or produce just one, but the One who would give life to all.

Openness to God –
where there is openness to God,
then transformation and healing comes.
This is a spiritual principle I see at work all the time
in the lives of those with whom I relate.
But what is it that brings the openness to God?
because as logical and as practical as that may seem,
I encounter great reluctance to being open to God.

For good reason, I think.
If you really are open to God, then watch out.
Things are going to change!
And, well, I don’t know if I want that,
especially if things are going along just fine.
But it’s when things aren’t so fine
that then comes the openness to God.

So maybe we are being given a tremendous spiritual opportunity here
for openness to God.

I would suggest to you
that Mary was not just some sweet, innocent, pious girl
disconnected from the realities of the world around her.

Mary lived during a time of despair for her people;
they lived under foreign rule,
oppressed and without freedom of self governance.

For these people the biblical stories of the past seemed distant,
the biblical promises of the prophets hopeless to be accomplished.
And in this context Mary, a woman in a patriarchal culture,
which itself was subject to domination by a stronger power,
was lacking in any significant political or social power.

So where could Mary go for any sense of hope?
Perhaps the only appeal she could make was to God.
After all the message of the prophets emphasized
God’s preferential favor for the disadvantaged,
the widow, the orphan, the poor, the oppressed.
And so her heart was open.

When there is pain and the suffering that results,
when there is violence on any of various levels,
the violence of crime, of war,
the economic violence of the rape of greed
perpetrated upon those poorer and less advantaged,
such as we see in the rise world-wide
of economic exploitation of workers as the new slavery,
or ponzi schemes that steel from investors and pension funds,
when there is death and loss and grief,
then, I would put to you, in the midst of acute suffering
is the heart more likely to be open to God.

This is not to say that suffering is good,
that evil should prevail so that it can drive people to God,
but that this is a crucial moment spiritually
when incredible encounter with God can happen.

So when the angel came to Mary,
the greeting it gave changed everything in her life
- and not just everything in her life,
but everything was changed for the whole world.
Mary, and what she would do, was key to all that would follow.

She would give her body, her whole being to be at God’s disposal,
and within her the very Word of God,
the One who was in the beginning with God and who was God,
through whom all things were created,
including Mary herself,
this very Word of God would become himself subject to creation.

And so the Spirit of God, who brooded over the waters of the deep
as described in the opening verses of Genesis chapter 1,
now came to Mary and enveloped her in the same creative brooding.
And the waters of Mary’s womb welcomed their own Creator.

If we were to give special rank or place
to any of the saints whom we hold up as Christ-like examples for us,
Mary would deserve the place of highest honor,
and it would be not just for being the mother of our Savior,
as significant and important as that is,
and certainly not because she is some sort of benign role model
for holy, submissive, gentle girls.

But it is for Mary’s obedience,
her willingness to take great risk as an expression of faith.
Mary looked at what the angel was offering her,
and we do not know how long she pondered the situation
before she said, "Here am I, the servant, the slave of the Lord;
let it be with me according to your word."

She looked at the risks and the danger, the potential and promise,
and she said yes - with an obedience to match Abraham
poised with his knife raised at Mount Moriah;

It is significant to note just who it is that usually gets chosen by God
for these kinds of jobs.

God has a way of choosing the poor and the humble;
this is God's preference in most all the biblical tales
- the poor and the humble and the most unlikely as God's representatives
and as God's partners in carrying out the great acts of salvation:
people like Moses - a murderer,
and Rahab – a prostitute in Jericho,
and one who was the youngest of 8 sons with the least to inherit, David with his wandering eye.

So at this time,
the most important key time in all the history of salvation,
God asked a humble peasant woman,
whom some say was no more than an adolescent,
to be the decisive agent,
to be the human partner -
in producing the divine child that would be our salvation.

Mary's agreement to being a partner with God
is our perfect example of obedience,
and, of course, this kind of obedience
is what God is asking of each of us.

This is not a matter of heroics.

For Mary from that moment of conception
the Holy Spirit was hovering over her, and her life was graced.
And so it is with us.

We are baptized into that same Holy Spirit.
We too are graced.
We too are called into obedience,
called not on the basis of our prestige or wealth or power,
but on the basis of our openness and willingness to risk faith,
our own obedience in making room within us for Jesus.

Mary shows us the way of opening
so that Jesus at his coming
may find in us a mansion prepared for himself.